goodbye little gall bladder, goodbye.

Be warned- this is a long post.  

The day started off yesterday quite pleasantly.  We had seminary- watched some cartoons-went to the library- and then I dropped my kiddos off at a friend's place (thank you so much to those that helped with our rugrats!!) and headed up to the hospital.  I went a little early so that I could visit another friend in the hospital who'd just had a baby.  We got a picture of our shared hospital stay and then I had to head up to pre-op.  I am so glad that I wasn't at the hospital to have a baby.

Everything worked out perfectly because Kent was in lectures at the same hospital. He came up and met me in Alison's room and then came to pre-op with me.

The nurses chatted with us and started my IV.  I told them Kent could do it but they wouldn't let him. I made him give me this happy face for a picture. And he took this lovely one of me in my elf booties and flattering gown.


 Laney, are these like the booties you had to march down the Latvian hospital in (with no other clothes on, I might add, for those of you that don't know the story!)?

The anesthesiologist came in and mostly tried to convince kent to be an anesthesiologist.  I asked a few questions and he was really nice. I don't remember seeing him again though.


The doctor also came in for a chat and then the nurse came and offered me a drug. I asked her what is was for and she replied, "it's like a margarita without the salt. It will calm you down".  I giggled and then declined.  I was pretty calm and didn't want to have any extra drugs in my system that I didn't need.  Plus, I wanted to be as alert as possible up until I went all the way under. I do think that a drink every night before bed would actually help me calm down at night and not clench my teeth so bad!!  too bad we don't drink, huh? :)

And then it was off to the operating room!   Kent walked me part way and then they made him stop.  I told him to hurry and get one last picture of me because it could be the last time he saw me alive. He giggled and the nurse was in shock. She told me that was a terrible thing to say to him!

The operating room was kind of creepy. All green walls and big lights on the ceiling. It was super cold too.  My nurses were wonderfully friendly, though. Gerty had been in the Army as a nurse anesthetist and Belinda knew my friend Nicole who had referred me to Dr. White to do the surgery. I chatted with them for awhile (I get even more talkative when I am nervous) and told them about Laney getting her appendix out in lativia and how they told her to wear cabbage leaves in her underwear to help with pain from the shots.  Gerty told me that that's what they were going to start having to do if Obama took over healthcare.

The last thing I remember saying to them (and I'm pretty sure I was way past loopy at this point) was, "If I don't ever see you all again, Thank-you so much!" and they giggled. I also remember they were playing Christmas music- and I wanted to complain about it but I fell asleep too quickly.

The next thing I remember was waking up in Post-op. I should have taken a picture but I was far too despondent. Usually they say patients are awake as they get to the room- but I was still dead asleep for another hour or so in the recovery room.  Drugs work so so well on me, it's ridiculous.  Unfortunately post-op was TERRIBLE.  I have never felt so rotten in my life.  I really just wanted to die.  I was just so tired and sore. And it wasn't so much the pain as it was the crazy crazy nausea.  Laney forgot to tell me- but when she got her surgery in Lativa- and when she went under to get her nose fixed- she was SUPER sick afterwards too. They gave me Zofran and they had given me an anti-nausea patch before surgery (you can see it on my neck  in the above picture) but I still wanted to die. I knew that if I got up to walk around it would make me feel better- but I just didn't have the strength or ability to do it. Kent says that when he gets nauseous (like at cedar point or in the car) he gets super tired as well.

Oh- and the PA who talked to me beforehand told me that most major complaints after the surgery had to do with shoulders!  The gas that they fill you up with doesn't all escape afterwards and so it goes UP to settle in your shoulders.  They were right.  My shoulders were in wretched pain and discomfort.

I didn't want to stay the night (they had booked me a room) so I begged to just stay in post op until the nausea subsided and then just go home from there.  Once you are booked onto another floor in a different part of the hospital it takes FOREVER to get out.  The nurse was pretty hesitant but eventually agreed.  A few times I didn't think I was going to be able to go home because I was so miserable and dependant on whatever she kept putting in my IV.  It was some pain killer that works SUPER fast- but is very short lived (like 20-30 minutes). Luckily I was hell-bent on getting home and figured I could rest more easily there.  I got up to go to the bathroom and nearly vomited and passed out from the nausea- but I pulled myself together- left the bathroom and told the nurses I was fine and they discharged me.  Coming home is still kind of a blur- but once I got here and settled in- I started feeling a gazillion times better. 

I slept pretty well last night besides having to pee every few hours (due to all of the iv fluids).  I am feeling even better today- although still sore.  The place that is the most comfortable is sitting here in the computer chair.  Laying down is uncomfortable- being on couches is pretty excruciating- and standing is the worst- so I may be at the computer for a few more days. 

Oh- and HOW COULD I FORGET?!  They saved me some gall stones!  Kent (he is so weird) told the doctor (before the surgery) that I wanted to make earrings out of them so Dr. white saved  me a bunch- including two large almost identical ones.

I know many of you may be grossed out by the pictures- so just stop now. I think that they are pretty cool.

I am surprised at how big they are- and Dr. White said this was just a small fraction of them!  Some of them were so big he had to crush them first so they'd be able to pull them out of my belly button.

And don't you think my little point and shoot camera took some nice pictures?!  I fully endorse the "sony cyber-shot".

 

I have had the roughest past three weeks!  Very little in life stresses me out and I'm usually pretty relaxed about life in general.  Three weeks ago I scheduled my gall bladder removal surgery and I think it's made me a little anxious.  I've been on edge- less patient- and just a lot more tense. Thank heavens it's all coming to an end today!!  The worst part has been that because of being anxious I clench my teeth at night (and throughout the day)- and that makes my blasted jaw and head hurt like CRAZY all of the time.  Let's hope I can start sleeping unstressed again soon once this is over.

Kent already made it through his surgery rotation and participated in a few cholycysectomies- so I had him walk me through everything that was going to happen step by step.  I think he actually made me more nervous. Did you know they stick a tube in me and fill my abdominal cavity with gas?! and I didn't realize I was going to be intubated.  They tape me eyelids shut too. ew.  I got my tonsils out in first grade and I was fine. I still remember the nurse (as they were putting me under) telling me about her dog with super powers. They let me choose what flavor of gas I wanted.  I think I chose bubble gum.  I'll definitely be going with a different flavor if they ask me today- although for some reason I have the feeling I won't be getting a choice.  I still have my tonsils in a jar. I really should post a picture.  They already told me I canNOT keep my gall bladder or the stones. Lame-o.  They won't even let me see it.

So before I head off I thought I'd record a few of my "gratefuls" as of late.  They are small- and really just the parts of my life lately that have made me happy.

I am so grateful that Kent has been on the greatest rotation of ALL time and has had 9-5 hours the past two weeks!! no nights- no weekends- no long tiring days. He's been doing his peds clinic hours and we've both loved it. It's amazing how seeing Kent so much can make me so happy and so much less stressed.

I am so grateful for people who make me laugh and who let me vent and who look past my faults and crankiness and obnoxiousness (especially as of late!).

I'm also ever so grateful because "Thanksgibbing" (in zeb's words) is coming up in LESS THAN A WEEK!  One of my favorite things about holidays is the anticipation of that holiday.  I love getting all excited and prepared for big events. I've been spending the last little while just thinking about the best time ever with Laney, Taylor, henry, Amy, Craig, Taylor, Katie, Sophie, and the whole Starkey clan in Ashland, Ohio! I can't wait for the food, the laughs, the stories, and the shopping (which will be a post all on it's own tomorrow or sunday)!!  It makes me so happy to be able to spend holidays with family.

I am so grateful to have (the coolest) family members on this side of the country. 

And I'd be ever so grateful today if you could all send a few prayers my way at about noon. I'm sure that everything will go smoothly and problem free- I'm just a little anxious about it all.


So, if for some strange reason I don't make it- Thanks. I love you all :)  and kent knows all of my last requests.  I want a party instead of a funeral.  Give away all of my organs.

Oh- and I am so grateful for this kid's chubby cheeks and chin.

yesterday and today

Stop, drop, cover your face, and roll.

 We went to the fire station for playgroup yesterday and "stop, drop, cover your face, and roll" was the first AND last thing that zeb learned.  He was so completely distracted by the tractors outside and all the shiny trucks that he decided not to listen to a thing the firefighters and emt's tried to teach everyone. In his defense- he is two- and the tractors were actually digging and hauling pipe so they were pretty cool.

Ike just hung out in his stroller for the afternoon and smiled like usual.

 Today, however, Ike has been a little less cooperative.
 He has always been a poor eater- but usually it's just that we can't get him to eat at all.  Zeb on the other hand was an eating monster as a baby. He'd eat anything but ALWAYS made a humonogous mess by smearing and mashing all food into his eyes and hair.  Kent couldn't even feed him because it stressed him out so much.  Today ike figured out those same antics.

 

 At least he's eating, right?  This is seriously the first time we've had an eating mess like this with Ike.

I LOVE this.

thanks for the recipe!

For some reason I have had the hardest time cooking lately.  I feel like I go through cycles.  Sometimes I love to cook and I make great meals and try all sorts of new recipes. Lately I've fallen into a rut. I've lost my groove.  I just don't feel like making dinner or coming up with anything new.
I know it's time to get cooking though- because even five buck pizza from little ceasar's is getting old.  Luckily the weather is chilly and I love soups.  They are easy to make- warm me up- and usually can be made with ingredients I already have. 

I got this recipe from my friend, brittani's, blog and I had to post it so I could add it to my list of blog recipe favorites (lower left column on this blog page). I have always LOVED chicken chili- and this recipe is SO easy and SO insanely delicious- that I am disappointed I haven't been making it for years. Thank you, Brittani!!

I, as always, made some "leisy" changes so I'll include both versions.

White Chicken Chili

• 1 lb. chicken, cooked and diced
• 1 med. white onion, chopped
• 1 1/2 tsp garlic powder (or 2 freshly pressed cloves)
• 2 cans of Great Northern beans, drained and rinsed
• 1 can chicken broth
  
• 1 can cream of chicken soup (reduced fat totally works)
  
• 1 can chopped green chilies (didn't use them)
  
• 1 can Mexicorn ( I used frozen regular corn)
• 1 cup sour cream (1/2 cup)
  
• 1/2 cup whipping cream or evaporated milk (I used extra chicken broth instead- you could do milk I'm sure.)

• 1 tsp ground cumin
• 1 tsp dried oregano
• 1/2 tsp cayenne pepper (NO WAY!! I totally left this out!)
  
• 1/2 tsp black pepper

Cook onions and garlic with a little bit of broth or water over the stove until soft. Put all ingredients except the sr. cream and whipping cream into a pot or crock pot. Simmer until heated through.  Add final ingredients.

  Kent added red pepper to his separate bowl and I enjoyed mine nice and sweet without any kick.

We dog sat (just fed and watered the dog) for some friends this weekend and had a blast playing with the baby chocolate lab. 

Zeb kind of freaked out when he thought pablo was going to eat his trains (and shoes and fingers). Check out that ginormous lower lip popping out.  He actually thought the dog had eaten his train until we finally convinced him to look and see that he was still holding it.

and ike just loved being licked and jumped on and trampled.  I think he just thought Zeb was doing it to him like usual.

it's almost time.

The weather has been abnormally warm so far this fall- but it's starting to get a little more unpredictable and it looks like walking group at the park is on it's final leg. Yesterday while we were out running and we passed the playground, Zeb told me the swings were broken.  I didn't understand what he meant until I finally realized they were actually GONE.  They take the swings off the swingsets for the winter months. I guess they are trying to tell us it's too cold to be dragging our kids out to play still.

We used to walk at the mall down the street- but then we found out it was full of black mold and asbestos and they tore it down.  This year we are walking at the empty Lucas county recreation building. We've already been twice on rainy days and the kids actually don't mind it.  Besides the fact that the continuous laps make me dizzy- I don't mind it much either.

There haven't been many friends for Zeb to play with at activities lately and I think it's due to illness.  I can't believe we've made it thus far unscathed. I feel like we are usually the ones that are sick and snotty and feverish.  We are crossing our fingers that we stay this way (unsick) all winter long!

I think this picture is so funny.

This is the video that goes along with the post below. I get a little ill at the end- but it was so so fun. and kent is already very ill at the end of his video.

please don't end!!

Today is one of those days that I wish would just go on forever and ever.  It was heaven. Pure bliss. So much fun.

We started off with a stellar day in seminary.  Who doesn't want to learn about peeping and muttering wizards?!  My students were great today and we learned a lot.

After seminary Kent got up and STAYED home.  Today is Veteran's day and school was off!  All of the public schools still went and every body pretty much still worked- but Kent's school was off. 

We went running as a family first thing this morning- which has to be one of my favorite things in the world.  Kent pushed me hard and I'm very sore tonight- but it was worth it. Zeb loves when Kent comes with us. Plus, at least half of all of my elderly friends were out in the parks today wearing veteran's hats and jackets and shirts.  I am so grateful for amazingly brave and selfless people who give of themselves to protect and maintain our freedoms.  It made me really proud of that fact that Kent is in the Air Force and will be able to play a role in those things.  Sacrifices will most definitely have to be made- and things may be really hard- but I'm so glad that this is the path we have chosen!

After our run we went to the Imagination Station for the first time!  It's a children's science museum downtown that just reopened a few weeks ago.  The place is AMAZING.  I'm pretty sure that Kent and I had more fun than the kiddos.  There was a huge exhibit about the circus where you can tight rope walk and do acrobatics.  It was CRAZY fun.  Kent and I both loved the acrobatics- but Kent almost ralphed afterwards.  The sign warns that it may cause nausea but apparently Kent didn't see it.  It was so much fun.

 Ike and Zeb were totally amazed at Kent's flipping abilities.  I was too.  You can see Kent's head and arms at the top of this picture.

They also had a big costume circus area where you become the ring leader- or an animal - or the muscle man. Zeb chose to be the strongest man in the world.

We stayed for two hours and only saw a fraction of the stuff they have.  I loved the hurricane force winds booth- but Zeb was totally mortified. You can't see the terror in this picture very well, but the kid freaked. He couldn't breathe with all of the crazy wind but cried pretty hard once it stopped.  It was so strong you couldn't even keep your eyes open!

Both rugrats loved the mini gorcery store.  They have the cutest shopping carts with tons of food- conveyor belts- and even cash registers. Zeb would ONLY load up on hot dogs. Very indicitive of his home behavior sometimes. My word of advice- don't ever give hot dogs to your kids. They are gross and unhealthy but kids LOVE them.  Often they are the ONLY thing that we can get zeb to eat.  Check out this cheesy face he gave me when I asked him to smile. He's so weird sometimes.

And here's Ike joining in on the hot dog fun.  Ike will only know plastic hot dogs.

And Zeb's very very favorite part of the entire museum. He sat here for at least thirty minutes. He was still talking about them tonight when he got into bed. He calls them "raceballs" and he LOVES them.

Things just got better as the day progressed.  We'd heard there were restauraunts all over offering free dinner for military personnel and veterans so we decided to take part in the festivities.  We went to Applebees with our friends, the Delaps. We did feel a little sheepish getting free food with the Delaps since Daryl actually served in Afghanistan and Kent has really yet to to do much of anything for the military besides take their money :) - but, hey- free dinner is free dinner, right?  And to make the night even better, the waitress messed up something with our bill and couldn't get the discounts to ring up so she just gave us ALL free meals.

I just wish that kent were ALWAYS home all day and that we always did something exciting and that we always had free dinner.  I guess then days like today wouldn't be quite so wonderful.

 

Maybe I'm the last person on Earth to figure this out.  I'm sure I got some e-mail or reminder or something about it and ignored it. But, apparently there's a new blogger editor out for posting and it deals with pictures and sizes and spacing lots more efficiently and less aggravatingly.  Thank you so much Kathryn (my New Zealand blogging friend) for introducing me!  Here are the instructions on how to get it going.

1. Go to your dashboard
   
2. Click on 'settings'
3. This should bring you up in the basic tab
4. Scroll down to the bottom
5. Go to 'Select Post Editor'
6. You will find that you have a Green dot next to 'Old Editor' change it to 'Updated Editor'
7. Save Settings

And here's a picture I posted using the new editor.  This is his "please lift me out of this crib" face.  My kids do the best sad faces.

I'm not sure what this strange playground contraption was all about- but Zeb loved it. He must have climbed up it a million times. We found a new park today and went out with a bunch of friends. The weather is crazy- and I'll be honest- I'm starting to get a little bothered by it. Sure, it's nice to be outside. I'll be the first to admit that I am taking advantage of that fact EVERY day. But it's November 8th and I'm so over the 60's. I have my jackets and sweatshirts and warm clothes out and I want to USE THEM!!! I have no idea why Zeb had a hoodie on in this picture- it was totally unnecessary.



At least I can find joy in good deals if not in the weather. Great pre-holiday sales are in full force and besides the accompaniment of ridiculously early Christmas music and decorations- I LOVE THEM. I seriously get as good a rush out of a super great deal as I do a six mile run. Today we got both.

I got these seven fabulous preschool games for four bucks TOTAL. We'll probably give Zeb one or two for Christmas and then save the rest for birthdays or snowed in days this winter.

what a good good sunday.

I'd forgotten how nice it is to have just one kid. Yesterday after church and lunch, Ike zonked for three good hours. As soon as he woke up- around four- Zeb zonked and didn't wake up until THIS MORNING at 7:30! Here he is just moments after he came down the hall. He's still in his church clothes because he literally fell asleep sitting up on the floor yesterday. We tried to wake him up since we figured a four thirty nap would spell disaster later that night- but apparently he was EXHAUSTED beyond belief. He even slept through my raucous seminary kids this morning.Really- we only had one kid to deal with most of the day- and it was heavenly. Ike was just his normal easy self and Kent and I could simply RELAX.
Plus- to make matters even nearer to perfect- I went out with the missionaries for the afternoon and Kent made dinner.
I had been craving Plov all day. I have NO idea why. Plov is an Armenian/Uzbekistani rice dish that I ate in Russia a lot. Kent found a plethora of recipes and ideas online and ending up making some of the most delicious plov I'd ever tasted. This picture is basically what it looked like MINUS the ginormous garlic (eww) and plus a few other veggies. It will definitely be a new Sunday staple. I'll make Kent post the recipe later tonight. It's pretty darn easy to make and really so so good to eat. Just click on the picture and your mouth will start watering.